About me… These pages are always the most challenging ones to fill out. I can include so many random small facts, can never come up with anything that seems to encompass the “real” me, and since I am my own biggest critic I find it easier to put a vanilla, sugar-coated version of who I want people to think I am.
So lets get real…. My name is Shawna Marie Smith and I am a 29 year old girl from Rush that is still trying to find my place in this world. My life has recently come to a screeching halt and everything seems to be falling apart due to my own selfish and destructive behavior. I have recently lost the love of my life, and am now trying to find a way to cope with my feelings, move forward, and hope to help others to not make the same mistakes that I have.
So this is my story of heartache, coping methods (whether they are right or wrong), hopefully growth, and ultimately I hope this story will help me identify my own demons and conquer them… oh yeah… and most importantly how to love myself again.
I invite you to join me on my journey!
hi friend,
how are u read your post, you sound too depressed.
come out of the Egg world is more beautiful outside.
thing that are gone are past, leave to the present
talking about the past will never let you flourish your future
keep smiling
hi
how are u ??
whats up no post have you erased all the stuff
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hello, I am ok.. how are you? I didnt erase my stuff… just made it private for a little bit. I was going back and forth on my decision to publish my heartache to the world because my ex would disapprove, and after your comment it dawned on me that if a complete stranger located somewhere in this world cared enough about me to ask how I was and he wasn’t that maybe this is good for me! Thank you for being my inspiration.